Not just about weight loss.

So this blog was originally intended to be strictly about my weight loss journey but I've got other things going on in my life that I sure could vent about too. Complain, vent, talk out.. Whatever.. I will post more later.

That's all for now,

Sassy Rae

Really irritated...

So I haven't been on here in a while and I've been majorly slacking. I know I've got to step it up and make changes and that is so much easier said than done. My last few weigh ins have brought no real change which is why I haven't posted. Much like today I am only down half a pound. To me it isn't enough to be worth mentioning.

I went to the doctor this past Saturday and had blood work done. My doctor checked my cholesterol and my glucose. The results weren't good. I had eaten breakfast on the way to the doctor so I am fairly certain that weighed heavily (no pun intended) on the results. My glucose came back as 130. That right there requires me to fast and go back for more blood work. I am going back for that in two days. Cholesterol was 204. It should be under 200 but really I'd like it to be less than that. My good cholesterol was 38. My bad cholesterol was 122 which should be under 100 and my triglycerides were 219 and they should be under 150. Talk about bad news. When I go to the doctor in a few days I will be addressing those results as well. It was really an eye opener. I must stop eating fattening foods. I don't want to die especially not from heart disease at such a young age. I am only 25, 26 soon and I have a child I want to see grown and grow.

Now to why I am so irritated... The last two mornings I have been walking with a family member before getting ready for work. Well when I was in to see the doctor she suggested riding my bike. She feels this would be a good exercise for me because I can't get my speed up, my heart rate up and it won't be as hard on my joints since I am carrying all this extra weight. Sooo, I suggest riding bikes this morning while at dinner last night. When I made the suggestion to my family member she said she would do it but I could tell she really wasn't that into it. I didn't push the subject since she said she would. Well the morning is here now and she isn't going to ride her bike because it is still a little bit dark. It is getting lighter as I write this. I knew she would flake out. Really pisses me off. Well I didn't want to walk today and she did so I asked another family member to walk with her so she didn't have to go alone. Now I won't be doing my morning exercise because I have no sitter for my little one. Next I will just say "I'm still going to go. I have to do this for myself." I am ranting and rambling but I figured that's what blogs are for.

That's all for now,

Sassy Rae

Weigh In 4

Well today it has been four weeks since I started and I have to say that I didn't stick to the bars like I should have. I am weighing in today at 292.5 lbs. That is a weight loss total of 7.5 lbs. I could have done far better and been down more but that is a step in the right direction.

That's all for now,

Sassy Rae

Weigh In 3

So this morning was Weigh In 3. I wasn't so sure how that would go because I am still struggling to change the habits I've had for so long.

But, the good new is I am down two pounds from last week. Last week I was at 298. This week I am at 296. It isn't as much as I would like but I really can't complain given I've messed up.

Hopefully next week its doubled and I am down another four pounds or more. I am still in the beginning phases of weight loss and so I may lose more rapidly and because I have so much to lose it isn't uncommon to lose more.

Well, that's all for now,

Sassy Rae

Weigh In 1 & 2

So I haven't posted since last week which isn't so much of a good thing because I think it could have pulled me through some times I made the wrong meal choices.

I needed to post last Thursday for my first weigh in.

For the first week I lost 5 lbs. My starting weight was 300 and I dropped to 295.

This last week which is the second week didn't go well. Gah, why do I have to like bad food so much? LOL

I am up 3 lbs this week and weighing in at 298. Today is the start of a week and I need to get my act together and stop making excuses!!

I've got my bars packed and ready to go for the day. No going of course. I can do this! I will do this!

That's all for now,

Sassy Rae

Adjusting...

Well it is 7 am, an hour before I am supposed to eat and I feel like I am starving. I am adjusting to a new way of eating and not taking in as much as I was which was enough for two people. I've got to get through this. This is one of those times I probably would have stopped in the morning and picked up breakfast but I won't do it!!!

I'm going t stay on track. Its imperative to reach my goal.

Up until now I haven't said what my goal weight is. Ultimately, I would like to be around 150 lbs. That's half my current weight. Crazy, huh?

I am starting with a smaller goal and will continue to make goals along the way to reach the 150 I am shooting for. Right now, my goal is 40 lbs by the end of this 12 weeks. If I lose 60 I will be ecstatic.

Tomorrow is weigh in day so we will see what the scale says for my first week. While I am not expecting much because of my major flubs over the weekend I will be interested to see what the scale says.

That's all for now,

Sassy Rae

Looking up..

Well I made it through the day unscathed.

I had my four bars (two meal bars and two snack bars) and just ate dinner.

Dinner wasn't so much on course as I would like to be but today really was a good day on the diet.

I had a homemade pulled pork sandwich and a small handful of potato chips. Not the lean and green I was going for but that's what was made and that's what I ate. For what I did eat, my portions were in check. For those that know me this is a huge deal because portion control is one of my down falls.

Well...

That's all for now,

Sassy Rae